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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Love Hate Thing We are all masochists!!! i was thinking this on my way home from school today. We all love pain, especially us teenagers. we love vampires, horror, blood, skulls, black, needles, piercings, tattoos! We love getting our hearts broken too, and being DEPRESSED AND HATEFUL AND DRAMATIC. It makes life more interesting. WE WANT TO BE THE ONE TO STAND OUT! TO SAY, IT'S ALL UR FAULT! or when we meet someone like us, we can say YOUR JUST LIKE ME, YOU UNDERSTAND ME! YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE GONE THOUGH. no. we are all posers. We love the pain, and we love you for granting it to us cause it gives us something to do, and a reason for doing stupid shit, oh and a way to "stand out". Although i shouldn't say we love it all. It's like a love, hate thing. When I'm depressed, at the time it happens i dread it, DREAD, but in the back of my head i hear a tiny voice going "niiiiicccee" maybe it's just me! but hey, take my school for example, drama drama drama. GET OVER YOUR SELVES! i say i don't like drama, but i do. it's a good entertainment, the kind of drama like, you have a deep dark secret and the dramatic moment of when everyone knows it, it gives me a thrill! THE SUSPENSE! IT KILLS! Drama is also good way to get back at people (not like gossip, gossip is just annoying, not maniacal one bit). At gym today i felt like my legs were gonna fall off, part of me wishes i passed out cause my gym teacher is such a jackass, i wanted him to feel like he did something wrong. Maybe thats a little evil. We'll never realize that high school is the real world.. we always think that once we go to collage or get a job, it'll be different. sure it will in some ways! Like people will be less annoying and immature, but there will still be the class clown, the pretty girl (or a girl that thinks she's pretty, or all that, or sometimes the jock that likes to beat u, but then u could just sew um! More like the annoying boss or kiss ass in you're office) that will try to fuck with you. I'm never working in an office. |
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