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Monday, January 11, 2010
I'm Sick of this... (trapped in a bubble) I'm getting sick of school. I know, what's new right? At first it was awesome though! Meeting new, interesting people, having fun, laughing everyday. It felt like i had been trapped in a bubble for the longest time, not able to speak or touch anyone, invisible. I was let out, but now i feel trapped in a different bubble. People see me, but not really. like... I'm half here, and before i saw myself. now i don't know. i don't know who i am anymore, something i was so proud of, knowing and loving myself. but i have changed so much i just don't know anymore. I'm in a daze. Hiding in large black hoodies and barrying my head in books. i feel utterly alone amongst a group of friends. i feel... lost. i have no idea what to do! explore these feelings? figure out what I'm doing wrong, or not at all. y i feel this way. i don't trust anyone but the people that are closets too me, and yet so physically far away. People i have known for years and never met. But anyway. on to a different topic. Have u ever noticed that... the people who stand out the most, or the people who want to be noticed the most, wear black? I mean... It's ment to hide, not make u an out cast even more, and i use outcast as a good term~ |
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